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Integrity Under Pressure: Who You Are When It Costs You

Integrity is easy when it’s inexpensive.

When the deal is clean.
When the numbers work.
When everyone agrees.

The real test of leadership integrity doesn’t come in moments of applause – it comes in moments of pressure. Moments when cutting a corner would solve the problem faster. Moments when silence would be safer than truth. Moments when doing the right thing feels like the slowest, most painful option on the table.

That’s where leaders are revealed.

Pressure Has a Way of Clarifying Character

Pressure doesn’t create character.
It exposes it.

When deadlines close in, margins tighten, or conflict surfaces, leaders don’t suddenly become someone new – they default to who they already are. Values either hold, or they bend.

Scripture doesn’t sugarcoat this reality:

“Whoever walks in integrity walks securely, but whoever takes crooked paths will be found out.”
Proverbs 10:9

Integrity isn’t just about morality.
It’s about stability.

Leaders with integrity can stand firm when pressure rises because their footing isn’t shifting underneath them.

The Quiet Temptations Leaders Face

Most integrity failures don’t begin with bad intentions.

They begin with rationalizations.

Just this once.
No one will notice.
We’ll fix it later.
This is for the greater good.

Pressure whispers permission slips that sound reasonable in the moment – and devastating in hindsight.

Leaders who fall don’t usually wake up planning to compromise. They drift there one justified step at a time.

Integrity requires something increasingly rare in leadership today:
the courage to absorb short-term pain for long-term trust.

Why Integrity Is a Leadership Asset – Not a Liability

Some leaders believe integrity slows them down.

In reality, it protects them.

Integrity:

  • Builds trust you don’t have to constantly defend
  • Creates clarity in decision-making
  • Eliminates the need for constant explanation

Leaders without integrity spend enormous energy managing perception. Leaders with integrity spend their energy leading.

The irony is this:
Integrity may cost you opportunities – but it will never cost you credibility.

Faith-Driven Leaders Answer to a Higher Standard

For faith-driven leaders, integrity isn’t just professional – it’s spiritual.

You don’t lead for approval.
You don’t decide for popularity.
You steward influence under God’s authority.

Scripture reminds us:

“The integrity of the upright guides them.”
Proverbs 11:3

Integrity becomes a compass when options are unclear and pressure is loud.

It answers questions before they’re even asked:

  • Can I defend this decision in the light?
  • Would I make the same choice if no one ever knew?
  • Does this align with who I claim to be?

Integrity Often Costs More Up Front – and Less Over Time

Leaders who choose integrity may lose:

  • Speed
  • Convenience
  • Short-term wins

But they gain:

  • Trust
  • Stability
  • Endurance

Shortcuts always demand repayment – with interest.

Integrity pays dividends quietly, steadily, and faithfully.

Your Action Step This Week

Think about a decision you’re currently facing – or avoiding.

Ask yourself:

What does integrity require here, even if it costs me?

Then choose accordingly.

Leadership doesn’t reward every right decision immediately – but it always records them.

That’s a Wrap

Leadership isn’t tested when everything is working.
It’s tested when doing the right thing feels costly.

Integrity is not what you claim – it’s what you choose under pressure.

Next week, we’ll shift from personal character to organizational impact and explore why culture isn’t created by statements – but by daily behavior.

Lead with integrity.

Color Me Drug-Free: An Obstacle Challenge Course

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March 28 @ 9:00 am 11:00 am

On Saturday, March 28, from 9:00 AM to 11:00 AM, the Angelina County Drug-Free All Stars will host Color MeDrug-Free: An Obstacle Challenge Course to encourage students to live a healthy, substance-free life. Participants will go through a fun obstacle course — and yes, color will be flying as students are marked drug-free! All participants will receive a free white t-shirt to wear during the event, and free swag will be given out while supplies last. Join us at the Boys & Girls Club of Lufkin field on Saturday, March 28. For more information about this free event or how to register, contact The Coalition at 936-634-9308 or follow @TheCoalition936 on social media.

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Why Timing Plays a Bigger Role in Electricity Costs Than Most Texans Realize

by Lee Allen Miller

Electricity pricing follows demand, and demand changes throughout the year.

The Risk of Peak-Season Decisions

High-demand periods, especially summer, tend to push prices higher. Decisions made during those moments may lock in costs that last well beyond the season.

The Value of Planning Ahead

Tracking contract dates and reviewing options early removes urgency from the process. That shift alone often leads to better outcomes.

A Long-Term Mindset

Electricity decisions don’t need to be reactive. Awareness, timing, and preparation consistently outperform last-minute choices.

This article is part of an ongoing energy education series for Texas Forest Country Living.

Kids Talk About God by Carey Kinsolving and Friends

Why Do Some People Hate Jesus and Christians?
 
“People hate Jesus because they want to be their own god,” says Jaiden, 8.

The idea of needing a savior goes against everything in us that wants control. Yet, it should be obvious we’re not in control. The daily barrage of bad news from the media verifies this.

Statistics show that one of the most dangerous things we do every day is to get into a car. My stepdad died in a head-on collision. In another auto accident, my sister suffered permanent brain-stem damage that left her totally helpless for more than 35 years. The illusion of control quickly passes when death or injury unexpectedly intrude.

“People hate Jesus and Christians because they’re on the dark side of the world,” says Artemio, 9.

Many people associate darkness with human trafficking, drug addiction, murder and other heinous sins. But there’s another side of darkness that doesn’t get much attention.

During Jesus’ ministry, he reserved his harshest language for religious leaders of his day. He called them “whitewashed tombs,” beautiful on the outside, but full of hypocrisy on the inside (Matthew 23:27-28). They had a veneer of righteousness, but their hearts were empty. They lacked the righteousness that only God can give to those who trust Jesus as their savior.

“The reason why people hate me and Jesus is because I don’t belong to this world,” says Sara, 7. “I belong to God. God protects me from death.”

When Jesus warned his disciples about the world, he didn’t speak of the soil, trees and sky. Jesus warned his disciples and us about a system of thinking that is independent from God or even openly hostile against him.

Sara has adopted Jesus’ view of her as not belonging to this world. With the assurance of eternal life with God in heaven, Christians should view themselves as sojourners through this world with heaven as their true home. They have dual citizenship in that they’re citizens of their country while at the same time citizens of heaven.

The Bible says Christians are ambassadors for Christ. Why? Because believers don’t belong to this world. Christ’s ambassadors carry the good news that Jesus paid the price by his death on the cross to purchase everyone’s passage to heaven.

Immediately after the Apostle Paul wrote that Christians are ambassadors for Jesus, he wrote this famous salvation passage: “For He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him” (II Corinthians 5:21).

In other words, Jesus took everyone’s sins on himself when he died on the cross. For all who place their faith in him as their savior, he credits his righteousness to them. In contrast to the religious leaders of Jesus’ day, righteousness is a gift to be received from God, not a reward to be earned.

If you want to make people mad, give them a list of religious rules. If you want to make them fighting mad or even hateful, tell them there’s nothing they can do to earn salvation. The righteousness needed to reside in heaven is a gift to be received by faith alone in Christ alone.

Think about this: Religious people who try to earn favor with God by keeping rules will always hate those who say that salvation is by God’s grace through faith in Christ apart from any good works or rule keeping.

Memorize this truth: II Corinthians 5:21 previously quoted.

Ask this question: Is this world your home, or are you passing through to your heavenly residence?

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Managing Hay and Supplements Through Freeze–Thaw Weather

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East Texas winters rarely look like the movies. Instead of long stretches of deep cold, we usually get what we’re seeing now — freezing mornings, mild afternoons, and big temperature swings from day to day with one week different from the next. 

The weather these days may look manageable. But this kind of weather quietly drives feed costs up for cattlemen if producers aren’t paying attention.

Experienced stockmen know and Texas A&M AgriLife Extension research proves the point: cold stress increases a cow’s energy requirement. Even short periods of cold raise maintenance needs, especially when combined with wind, wet conditions, or poor body condition. A few freezing mornings don’t seem like much — but over several weeks, they change intake, digestion, and body condition whether we notice it or not.

The first thing to understand is that mild afternoons do not cancel out cold mornings. Cows still burn energy to maintain body temperature overnight. When they warm up during the day, hay consumption often increases — but that does not mean better efficiency. If you’re feeding the same ration you were feeding during stable mild weather, you’re probably underfeeding energy.

Here is where hay quality matters more than bale count. AgriLife forage research consistently shows that low-quality hay forces cows to increase intake just to meet maintenance needs — and in cold weather, that’s a losing equation. A mature cow can only consume so much dry matter per day. If your hay is low in energy and protein, no amount of “free-choice hay” will make up for it.

Your hay’s protein is the next hidden limiter. AgriLife nutrition work shows that rumen microbes need adequate protein to digest fiber efficiently. When protein is short, cows don’t just lose condition — they lose digestive efficiency. In practical terms, that means more hay gets wasted in manure instead of turned into energy to keep them warm and keep their body condition.

This is why freeze–thaw weather is where supplementation becomes strategic instead of optional. A small amount of protein or energy supplement can improve forage utilization and reduce total hay demand. That’s not theory — that’s basic ruminant nutrition. The cheapest feed is the one that makes your hay work better.

Water access matters more than most producers realize during cold snaps. Cattle will not eat properly if water intake drops. Frozen troughs in the morning, followed by warm afternoons, create inconsistent intake patterns that reduce feed efficiency. AgriLife has long emphasized water as the most overlooked nutrient in cattle nutrition — and winter is when that mistake shows up fastest.

Waste is the other silent drain. Feeding hay on muddy ground, in inefficient hay rings, or in unprotected areas, compounds losses when cows are already increasing intake. Freeze–thaw cycles turn feeding areas into mud pits, and wasted hay equals wasted money. If you’re losing 20 percent to waste and increasing intake at the same time, your winter hay math collapses quickly.

This kind of weather also creates a management trap: things don’t look bad yet. Cows don’t crash overnight. Body condition loss happens slowly and can be difficult to catch without careful observation. But by the time it shows up visually, the cost is already baked in — and fixing thin cows in late winter is far more expensive than maintaining condition in early winter.

The smart move is adjustment, not reaction. Evaluate hay quality honestly. Use supplements strategically, not emotionally. Keep water systems free of ice and functional. Reduce feeding waste where possible. And watch body condition, not just feed inventory.

AgriLife has always pushed the same principle: winter feeding doesn’t have to be complicated, but it does have to be accurate. Our current swings in weather are where accuracy matters most.

Cold mornings, mild afternoons, and variable weather don’t create emergencies — they create slow leaks. And slow leaks cost more than sudden problems because people ignore them.

The producers who manage winter well aren’t the ones with the most hay. They’re the ones who make the hay they have work better.

Nacogdoches Niners Announce Nikaylen Morrison as Field Manager

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Accomplished Player Development Leader Brings Professional, Collegiate, and Youth Coaching Experience to Nacogdoches

Nacogdoches, Texas — The Nacogdoches Niners of the Mid America League are proud to announce the hiring of Nikaylen Morrison as the franchise’s Field Manager for the 2026 season. Morrison brings a diverse background in professional playing experience, collegiate coaching, player development, and elite youth instruction to the Niners organization.

Morrison is a graduate of Central Baptist College, where he earned a Bachelor of Science degree in Kinesiology–Exercise Science while competing as a first baseman and outfielder from 2017 to 2022. His playing career includes professional experience with the Lake Erie Crushers of the Frontier League and the Texarkana Twins of the Pecos League, along with multiple seasons in competitive summer collegiate leagues. Following his playing career, Morrison completed an internship with the SugarLand Space Cowboys, current AAA affiliate of the Houston Astros. 

Known for his player-first coaching philosophy, Morrison has built an impressive résumé in player development and scouting. He has served as a Head Coach at the Texas Rangers Youth Academy, working with athletes ages 9–18, and has held collegiate coaching roles at Wiley University and Southern Arkansas University Tech. In these roles, Morrison focused on skill development, performance analysis, recruiting, and creating disciplined, growth-oriented environments for athletes.

“I’ve been fortunate to have Dusty Baker as my mentor throughout the years,” said Morrison. “He has given me tremendous advice and continues to encourage me at every step in my baseball journey. His guidance has been a key part of my personal and professional growth. My love for the game runs deep, and that passion is something I pour into my players daily. I believe in knowing my guys—both the person and the player. That’s how winning cultures are built.”

“Nacogdoches, Texas—this is going to be an exciting team to watch. I want kids in the community to come out, have fun, and fall in love with the game of baseball. Everyone is welcome, and I’m looking forward to meeting y’all and building something special together. I am very thankful for this new journey and can’t wait to get started! Go Niners!”

In addition to his on-field coaching experience, Morrison is a graduate of Major League Baseball’s Diversity Pipeline Scout Development Program and was a recipient of a Texas Rangers 2023 World Series ring. His background in talent evaluation, data analysis, and leadership provides a strong foundation for guiding players both competitively and professionally.

“Nikaylen is exactly the type of leader we want leading the Nacogdoches Niners,” said Jace Green, Niners general manager. “He understands player development at every level, communicates exceptionally well with athletes, and brings a professional mindset that aligns with the Niners’ mission.”

The Nacogdoches Niners will compete in the Mid America League against franchises in Texas, Missouri, Kansas, and Mississippi during the 2026 season. Home games will be played at Jaycees Field, with Opening Day scheduled for May 2026.

Launched in 2024, the Mid America League is a professional summer baseball league committed to high-level competition, player development, and community engagement. The league features collegiate and post-collegiate athletes pursuing opportunities to advance their baseball careers while delivering affordable, family-friendly entertainment across the region.

For more information on the Nacogdoches Niners and the Mid America League, visit www.midamericaleague.com. or www.nacniners.com 

Kids Talk About God by Carey Kinsolving and Friends

How Is Peace From Jesus Different?
 
“God’s peace is eternal just as he is eternal,” says Jayden, 11. “The reason he gives us peace is because we aren’t eternal like he is, and we can’t handle things like he does.”

Yes, God is eternal, and we are mortal. Consider your mortality and awaken to your need for God.

Do you know if you’ll see the sun come up tomorrow? No one knows that for sure. Only God knows. Hence our great need.

“The peace from Jesus is peace with God, who sent Jesus to come, die and pay the price for our sins and give us his righteousness,” says Enoch, 12.

Jesus’ offer of eternal life as a gift to all who believe in him addresses our greatest need (Ephesians 2:8-9).

World-renowned preacher Charles Spurgeon once said, “Little faith will take your soul to heaven, but great faith will bring heaven to your soul.”

All who believe in Jesus Christ as their savior have peace with God, but only Christians who abide in Christ enjoy the peace of God (Romans 5:1 & Philippians 4:6-7).

There are no problems in heaven. No one worries. God wants all his people to bring heaven’s peace to people on earth filled with anxiety.

Since 1945, people live with more uncertainty. Those who lived before 1945 didn’t have the atom bomb hanging over their heads. Our world could disintegrate in a flash! Hiding under school desks, as children were taught in the 1950s and 60s, probably won’t help much.

The little faith of which Spurgeon spoke is the tiny amount of faith it takes to accept the gift of eternal life by placing your faith in Jesus as your savior. The great faith that brings the peace of heaven into your soul is called abiding.

Jesus likened abiding to the grape vine and its branches. A branch cannot produce grapes unless it receives the vine’s nourishment (John 15:5).

Jesus is the eternal vine and all who believe in him are branches. Those who abide in Jesus bring God’s peace to hurting people who are looking for some kind of stability in this unstable world. Prayer, fellowship with believers, Bible study, and meditation on your new identity in Christ are all means of receiving life-giving nourishment from Jesus our vine.

“Jesus sent the Holy Spirit to comfort us,” says Naomi, 10. “Whoever does not love Jesus does not keep his word, but he who loves the Lord does keep his word.”

Jesus sent the Holy Spirit as our counselor to guide us into all truth (John 16:7).

Alexander the Great conquered the world by the age of 30. He had two great advantages. He was the son of King Philip II of Macedon. Aristotle was his private tutor.

Christians enjoy similar advantages, but to a greater degree. They are sons and daughters of King Jesus. The Holy Spirit is their indwelling tutor. As Christ’s ambassadors, they advance God’s kingdom with a secret weapon. They bring God’s peace to this uncertain world of people in turmoil.

Think about this: “The world bases its peace on its resources, while God’s peace depends on relationships. To be right with God means to enjoy the peace of God,” wrote Pastor Warren Wiersbe.

Memorize this truth: “Peace I leave with you, my peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid,” (John 14:27).

Ask these questions: Do you have peace with God? If so, are you enjoying the peace of God?

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Angelina College Athletics Weekly Update

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Hey, sports fans,

As expected, weather wreaked havoc on this week’s AC Athletics schedules, with all our teams forced to do some serious juggling. More on that below. 

In the meantime, our basketball teams played a conference doubleheader at home this past Wednesday, with a Lady Roadrunner legend making an appearance. Kids from the Lufkin Parks and Recreation Cheer Team got the crowd cranked during their halftime performance of the men’s game – a big Roadrunner win in league play. 

We’ve also gotten our softball and baseball rosters finalized and ready for viewing. Those players are chomping at the bit to get their seasons started. 

We are AC, and we’re ready to Run ‘Em.  

Here’s a quick rundown of the past week’s events, along with what’s coming up next: 

Roadrunner Basketball Squeezes Past Lamar State College-Port Arthur

The Roadrunners got big shots at key moments late in Wednesday’s home game against Lamar State-PA, with AC holding off the Seahawks for a 62-56 win at Shands Gymnasium.

Leading by just two points with 18 seconds to play, AC got a dunk from Daemon Ely and game-sealing free throws from Kai’Ree Murray and Clarence Payia to lock down the win.

Payia finished the game with 16 points, seven rebounds and three steals. Murray added 11 points, while Cheikh Diebakhate finished with 10 points. Ely hit double figures in rebounding with 10 boards.

Weather conditions forced a change in Saturday’s schedule. AC was supposed to travel to Corsicana for a game with Navarro College; instead, that game has been moved to Saturday, March 7 and will tip off at 6 p.m.

This week, the Roadrunners (10-8, 4-6) are scheduled to host Panola College at 7:30 p.m. on Wednesday at Shands Gymnasium. AC then will travel to Paris to face Paris College at 4 p.m. on Saturday.  

Lady Roadrunner Basketball Falls to Kilgore College

AC’s ladies came out on the short end of a 69-48 loss to Kilgore College this past Wednesday at Shands Gymnasium despite strong showings from Timberlyn Washington and Da’Zya Johnson.

Both Washington and Johnson scored 16 points in the loss, with Johnson adding five steals and eight rebounds to her totals. Iduzaye Igiehon finished with nine points and seven rebounds.

AC’s game at Paris College scheduled for this past Saturday has been moved to Monday, Feb. 2 at 5 p.m. 

The Lady Roadrunners (5-10, 1-3) will host Panola College this Wednesday in a game set for a 5:30 p.m. tipoff. AC then travel to Athens on Saturday to face Trinity Valley Community College at 2 p.m. 

Lady ‘Runner Basketball Legend Makes Appearance

Lesa Jones Cockrell is an Angelina College legend, having been a member of the Lady Roadrunner basketball team from 1979-1981 before finishing her playing career at the University of Texas. 

Lesa and her husband Shannon made an appearance at Wednesday’s Lady ‘Runner game against Kilgore, where she visited with several current AC staff members.

Lesa is one of four Lady Roadrunner basketball players in the AC Hall of Fame. She left the program as the all-time leading scorer in both the single-season (666 points) and career points (1,267) categories. She also earned NJCAA All-American honors while at AC. 

We hope to see her again soon. 

Meet the Lady Roadrunner Softball and Roadrunner Baseball Teams

Both the AC Softball and Baseball teams have finalized their rosters for the upcoming seasons, and fans can view those rosters – including player headshots and bios – on the Angelina College Athletics website (angelinaathletics.com).

Here’s the link to the Lady Roadrunner softball roster:

https://angelinaathletics.com/sports/sball/2025-26/roster?view=headshot

And here’s the link to the Roadrunner baseball roster:

https://angelinaathletics.com/sports/bsb/2025-26/roster?view=headshot

AC Baseball, Softball Schedules Available for Viewing

  Both the Roadrunner baseball and Lady Roadrunner softball teams are just days away from opening their Spring 2026 seasons. Both programs feature first-year head coaches (Jon Phillips with baseball and Kassie James with softball), and there’s excitement brewing for what is sure to be some exciting times on the diamonds.

Here are the links to the teams’ schedules: 

Roadrunner Baseball schedule: 

https://angelinaathletics.com/sports/bsb/2025-26/schedule

Lady Roadrunner Softball schedule:

https://angelinaathletics.com/sports/sball/2025-26/schedule

Potential Schedule Changes:

As always in East Texas, the potential exists for schedule changes because of inclement weather. We try to put out the word as soon as we get it, but the quickest way to confirm game days and times is to visit the AC Athletics website (angelinaathletics.com) to view the most updated schedules. We’ll also send out word on social media (AC Athletics Facebook and Instagram, etc.), but the on-line schedule will always serve up the most recent updates. 

Live Streaming Reminder: 

All AC Athletics regular-season home games are live streamed on TSBN Sports (a free streaming service for fans), with most of the conference road games also available for streaming. (This does not include baseball and softball fall games, as those are not considered official games.)

Once TSBN posts its schedules, AC fans simply need to visit the AC Athletics web site, look at the scrolling schedule in the middle of the page and click the blue “Video” link. 

TSBN also offers an app great for smart phones, devices and smart TVs. (You’ve GOT to see those matches and games on the big screen.)

Reminder II: Admission to ALL Angelina College Athletics sporting events is free, as is the TSBN live streaming. Any other links offering streaming are scams.  

Reminder III: For the most current schedule updates (especially for potential weather issues) visit the official Angelina College Athletics website (angelinaathletics.com). Fans can also receive updates on the AC Athletics Facebook, X/Twitter, and Instagram pages. 

Upcoming schedules: 

Tuesday, Jan. 27:

Lady Roadrunner Softball at Kilgore College, doubleheader starting at 1 p.m. in Kilgore

Wednesday, January 28:

Lady Roadrunner Basketball vs. Panola College, 5:30 p.m. at Shands Gymnasium

Roadrunner Basketball vs. Panola College, 7:30 p.m. at Shands Gymnasium

Friday, Jan. 30:

Roadrunner Baseball vs. Temple College (season opener), doubleheader starting at 1 p.m. at Poland Stadium on the AC campus

Lady Roadrunner Softball at Mardi Gras Invitational in Broussard, LA. AC will face East Central Community College at 3 p.m. and Gulf Coast State CC at 5:30 p.m. 

Saturday, January 31:

Lady Roadrunner Basketball at Trinity Valley CC, 2 p.m. in Athens, TX

Roadrunner Basketball at Paris College, 4 p.m. in Paris, TX

Lady Roadrunner Softball at Mardi Gras Invitational Day 2 in Broussard, LA. AC will face Northwest Florida CC at 12:30 p.m. and Pearl River CC at 5 p.m. 

Sunday, Feb. 1:

Roadrunner Baseball at Temple College, doubleheader starting at 1 p.m. in Temple, TX

For any other information, contact Sports Information Director Gary Stallard at gstallard@angelina.edu

We’ll see you at the games.

Gary Stallard
Email: gstallard@angelina.edu.
Phone: (936) 465-4614

Planning Your Lawn and Landscape for Spring Starts in January

Author: Billy Forrest

While spring may feel far away, winter is actually the best time to plan for a successful lawn and landscape season in East Texas. With growth slowed, problem areas such as thin grass, drainage issues, and persistent weeds are easier to identify.

Planning ahead allows homeowners to think through maintenance schedules, budget for improvements, and design flowerbed updates without the pressure of peak season. It also makes it easier to secure professional services before schedules fill up.

Landscaping and lawn care are far more effective when approached proactively rather than reactively. A little planning in January can make a noticeable difference in how a property looks and performs throughout the year.

Lead Yourself First: The Hardest Leadership Assignment

Most leadership problems don’t start with teams.

They start with leaders.

That’s not a popular statement, but it’s a true one. Long before culture issues show up in an organization or results begin to slide, something usually shifted inside the leader. Priorities blurred. Boundaries loosened. Discipline drifted.

Leadership always leaks from the inside out.

Before you ever lead a company, a ministry, or a family, you are first assigned to lead yourself. And for many leaders, that’s the assignment that never makes it onto the calendar.

The Silent Drift Every Leader Faces

No one wakes up and decides to become a distracted, reactive, or exhausted leader.

It happens slowly.

You say yes a little too often. You skip rest because “this season is busy.” You tolerate habits you used to correct. Before long, you’re leading on fumes – still producing, still showing up, but no longer grounded.

The danger isn’t failure.
The danger is functioning without alignment.

Scripture speaks directly to this internal battle:

“I discipline my body and keep it under control, lest after preaching to others I myself should be disqualified.”
1 Corinthians 9:27

Paul wasn’t worried about losing influence.
He was worried about losing integrity.

Leadership Without Self-Leadership Always Costs More Later

Many leaders believe self-leadership is selfish. They think focusing inward means neglecting others.

The opposite is true.

When leaders neglect themselves:

  • Decisions get rushed
  • Emotions leak into leadership
  • Vision becomes reactive instead of intentional

Eventually, teams pay the price for a leader’s unmanaged life.

Self-leadership isn’t self-absorption.
It’s stewardship.

You are responsible for the condition of the one doing the leading.

Your Calendar Is Your Real Leadership Philosophy

You can tell me what you value, but your calendar will tell the truth.

It reveals what you protect and what you postpone. It shows whether leadership is intentional or accidental.

Many leaders try to inspire with words while their schedules quietly contradict them. They preach margin but live in chaos. They talk about focus while allowing constant interruption.

Leading yourself first means deciding in advance what deserves your best energy – and what doesn’t.

Not everything urgent is important.
Not everything good is yours to carry.

Faith-Driven Leaders Pay Attention to the Inner Life

The world measures leadership by output. God measures it by faithfulness.

Jesus often withdrew – not because He was overwhelmed, but because He understood something most leaders ignore:
You can’t pour from an empty well.

Leading yourself well means tending to:

  • Your spiritual health
  • Your emotional discipline
  • Your physical capacity

These aren’t side issues. They’re leadership infrastructure.

When the inner life is neglected, no strategy can compensate.

The Courage to Lead Yourself Honestly

The hardest part of self-leadership isn’t discipline – it’s honesty.

It requires asking questions like:

  • Where have I compromised standards under pressure?
  • What patterns keep repeating in my leadership?
  • What am I avoiding because it’s uncomfortable?

These aren’t questions you answer publicly.
They’re questions you answer faithfully.

And they determine the kind of leader you become next.

Your Action Step This Week

Take a quiet moment – without your phone, without noise.

Ask yourself one simple question:

What is one area of my life I need to lead more intentionally this year?

Then act on it.

Not dramatically.
Not perfectly.
Intentionally.

Leadership doesn’t improve when circumstances change.
It improves when leaders do.

That’s a Wrap

Before you lead a vision, you lead yourself.
Before you shape culture, you shape habits.
Before you influence others, you submit your own life to order.

The strongest leaders don’t just lead well publicly.
They lead themselves faithfully in private.

Next week, we’ll confront a challenge every leader faces sooner or later: leading with integrity when it costs you something.

Lead well – starting with yourself.